Mourning

 

 

We were quite excited for almost two months with prospects of a new addition to our family, but received sad news at our first ultrasound.  Instead of a heartbeat, it became clear that something was wrong and our baby had stopped growing.  Through the disappointing news, we have felt a lot of love and comfort.  I specifically felt that it was important to be grateful for the blessings that we do have.  My sister sent me roses, and in transport, one of the flowers was separated from the stem.  Although it was sad that one didn't quite make it, I still felt an overwhelming gratitude for the beautiful flowers and what I do have.  We have five beautiful children.  I have an awesome husband, and we can try again.